Living the Law of One – 101: The Choice by Carla L. Rueckert

Author:Carla L. Rueckert [Rueckert, Carla L.]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: L/L Research
Published: 0101-01-01T00:00:00+00:00

Marriage and Yellow Ray

We encourage, in the dailiness of a mated relationship, the continual return to that place of marriage where two souls have united with the Creator to create the temple of a lifetime of dedicated and committed loving.

Move into the silence of that tabernacle which is within the heart. Move into that shared silence in which each may hear the Creator speak.

Let love be that which it is but allow a love which you know not to undergird and support that which you know now as love.65

If we have married in this lifetime, perhaps we share misty memories of the beauty of our wedding days. I have special feelings for my beautiful dress and hair-do, the company of my bridesmaids and all the sweet details of such a happy day. Other than the power-packed catalyst of choosing to having a child, choosing to get married is the most powerful yellow-ray decision we make in this life. We intend with all our hearts to make that promise to love each other for better or for worse, till death us do part, our reality.

Again I shall use my own experiences as an example of the kind of issues we face as we deal with our mated relationships.

I have fond memories of both my wedding days and know how true my intention was as I said my vows, both times!

My first marriage did not take. My motive in marrying was not love but ambition. My first husband, Jim DeWitt, was a gifted musician and folk singer in our high school years. After rehearsing and performing folk songs together for three years as “Jim and Carla,” we were ready for the big time. Still in college, we were young, attractive and sounded very good together. We had created 60 beautiful, original songs and our hearts were full of love and light to share with the world. Jim was a member of the original meditation group begun by Don Elkins in 1962 and he and I shared the high ideals which I discuss in this book. Our intentions were pure.

When we got an offer to tour with Peter, Paul and Mary in the fall of 1964, Jim said that unless we got married, it would not be morally acceptable to him for us to travel together. And so I agreed to the marriage. I was fond of Jim, as he was of me. However I was not romantically in love. I simply wanted to sing!

As soon as we were married, Jim decided not to tour after all. He felt the hot breath of fame and panicked when an autograph seeker approached us at a local restaurant. He hung up his guitar and his performing career for life.

The apparent reason for my first marriage having been removed completely, I chose to keep my promise and move forward focusing on the good things we had together. However I was relieved indeed when Jim asked me for a divorce in 1968. As Romy Schneider’s character in

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